I really should have started this earlier, but I am the full-time bread winner and my husband is the lucky stay at home parent. Being pregnant with baby 5 has been a blur for the most part. It almost doesn't feel real.
I think it may have something to do with the lack of preparation required this time around. With my 4th, it had been 4 years since the last pregnancy so I had a lot of stuff to pull out of storage and clean up and such. This time, Dominic will be 2 the same week we are due, so everything is already at the house, cleaned and ready to go. I need to grab the baby girl clothes from the storage unit, but they are already organized and I'm in no hurry as I have plenty of gender neutral newborn items in the house already.
Has anyone else experienced this? I feel less bonded with this baby since it doesn't feel real. I'm 33 weeks so we have lots of movement and it is getting difficult to sit, stand, walk, sleep, everything. But still. Even going to the hospital didn't really sink anything in for me (completely different post on the hospital situation to come later).
No comments:
Post a Comment